my eyes speak for what my mouth can't say.

mood: :(
music: arashi - michi

only 6 hours of sleep in the last 48 hours does no good to fat. i missed a stop and had to walk a loooong way home. not that long lah just from lakeside mrt only. which, in a way, left me with a lot of time to ponder on a lot of stuff.

and meh i will not be playing in the awok for tomorrow's comp cos i suck. oh have i ever mentioned that i suck at everything i enjoy doing? pfft. all the wasted effort :( but well atleast i enjoyed doing it. and it sucks that i'm being the reserve player cos it means that i'd still have to go, which is stupid cos i dont even have to participate at all. ngggggggggghhhhhh.

i shall go eat my mother's chicken soup and go to sleep since hayati chose to abandon me today. screw you boo D<