mood: philosophical/passionate
no music cos i'm so deep in my own thoughts HAHAHAHA WTF
why is it that i can only be that eccentric person i ACTUALLY am only when im with you guys. dammit. what am i gonna do without you guys.
i met weihao again today after like 1 yr plusplus of no communication and i couldnt stop smiling. AT ALL. TRUST ME.
we seemed to have been able to put all the complicated yet unnecessary shit we went through behind and just spend some time together, while recalling how much we actually mean to each other.
i dont say this often but it is hard for me to truly admit that i love someone. a friendship can be really REALLY deep, but i dont think i can just be truly open about it and tell my friends how much i love them. i dont think its because of my pride. its just because after all words like this become plain and meaningless if said too much.
i think action speaks louder than words. its how much you're willing to do for that person. which is why now people take my hugs for granted pfft. I MEAN EVERY HUG I GIVE DIMWITS, BECAUSE I DONT JUST HUG ANYFUCKINGONE.
and after a year of not meeting/communicating with a really close friend; IF, everything around you suddenly feels so perfect the moment you start talking.. then hands down, i'm in love with him. because it really felt so true.
a few days ago, i bumped into guomin at clementi central and it felt exactly like what i felt earlier today. we used to mean the world to each other and now we dont even talk anymore. we see each other online and we let it pass. its really sad how i've been taking everything around me for granted.
i want more days like today to happen. and i know you feel that way too. this might have been the best week this year.
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