quirky.

mood: disoriented
music: radiohead - videotape

i had to come home to cup noodles today cos as much as i was anticipating my mum's fooooood, i came home to see that lauk lemak thing with so much tahu than i can tahan. right i dont eat tahu, so. lol. but its ok. my mum's sambal kicap made my cup noodles aaaaaaalllllllll good XD

anyway i was thinking. and i somehow think i'm glad that i gained so much weight after/during o levels. because i've come to realise that having really weak limbs is not normal. and i have body cramps at the weirdest places. i actually have all the cramps in the world but NEVER menstrual cramps. HAHAHA. ANYWAY.

okay so my thumbs got better. and my shoulders ache ALL THE TIME so i guess that wont matter anymore. i have migraine like a 40-year old stockbreaker worrying about divorce. i can never donate blood cos of the weirdest reason ever: veins too small. for fuck's sake, make smaller needles lahhhhhhh.

oh anyway, cursed too much this week. slap me if i happen to be with you when i say the next fuck.

and i thought of the weirdest thing today on my way home from school. yes i went to school after work today. i thought about the most intense thing ever. LIFE. LOL

I WANNA MAKE MY BUCKET LIST TONIGHT. I did say before that I wanna do it someday but i never really got around to doing it. and a to-do list, things i gotta accomplish by the end of this holidays.

OHHH ANYWAY!! I MADE FRAPPUCCINO TODAY NYEAHAHA. NOT JUST ONE BUT MANY MANY. SO EXCITING HAHAHAH DAAAAAAAAAMN FUN! let's see what did i make. hmm. java chip, choc cream, green tea cream, pomegranate sth, passionfruit something, mocha frappe, caramel frappe, idk la, many many hehehehe yay!

i had a lot of fun. although half the time i was thinking about andrew and dayah and cam report. really sorry guys.

and fuck la. i fell for someone whom i barely know and now it's not even a joke anymore and ahhhh fuck la.

*slaps self ten times*

HATE.THIS.FEELING.

see now i'm a typical 14-year old whiny girl complaining about being heartbroken HAHAHA i'm so glad i got rid of my previous blog LOLOLOL.

anyway i think i wanna sleep on the sofa. arif came back the other day and took a nap on my bed and said that he had cramps after he woke up because my bed too soft, and he got used to the hard hard mattress in camp HAHAHAHA. thats probably why i have body cramps all the time.

ohh and my index fingers are weirdly slanted. when people ask why i just say "because play trombone mahhhh very heavy lehhhhhhhh" but honestly i still have yet to unravel such a mystery of life. ack.

ohh that day, arif texted me from tekong just to tell that there will be an eclipse at 3.30 AM, so i should stay up and wait. and i went wtf (slaps self again. no, really.) cos normally things like this will appear in the news and all. HAHAHA I STAYED UP ANYWAY LOL and and ystd hyt told me about this email which says that on the 27th aug mars will be shining really brightly and will be visible to earthlings (as much as i hate using this word) and it will look like there's gonna be 2 moons in the sky.

what IS actually happening in the solar system?! anybody care to fly up with me to find out? fly me to the moon and let me play among the staaaaaaaaarrrrssssss.


tell me who wouldnt go crazy over a huuuuuge bar of hersheys? nyehehehe.

okay sorry i just feel like being random today bye.