dear eloise i am writing to say,

mood: worried
music: Jet - shiny magazine

i'm soooooo tired. but i cant sleep. cos i'm not sleepy. basically thats how my body works. yawn one time must quickly go and sleep. if i miss the most peak point of the night where i yawn, then i'll never be able to sleep for the next few hours.

now howwwww i'm doing opening later ): i got home from work at 1215 cos i was doing pre-closing. i might as well overnight at store right!!

i left my phone at the store cos i was in a rush to catch the last train. and i think someone hid my sandals cos i couldnt find it. so i had to go home with the black shoes. so tiringggg~ fat so whiny hahaha.

right now.. i'm just worried. that i'll be so stoned at work. cos i stone when i'm sleepy. and when i stone i screw things up. when i screw things up i make life harder for everyone else. when i make life harder for everyone they get upset. when they get upset i get more upset. and then i'll whine and complain.

well i should stop.

iyaaaaa boring laaaaa.

tsk. tmr raya eve. this year i couldnt find time to make kueh. my mum cant be bothered. she just keeps ordering and ordering. buttttt this year at home the atmosphere not same ): suddenly everyone's so caught up with life no one really cares abt raya. i'm the only who seems to be excited. hahaha.

and i'm still caught up with life what. just not school. i cant wait till school starts. then assignments start flooding in.. then i'll be caught up with school and maybe work. and maybe dikir trainings. and then i'll start missing my friends and then got no time to catch up.

and then i'll start getting whiny.. and whine like what i'm doing right now. nyehehehe.

i'm chatting with lin. about the shoes we use at work, which is exciting. lol. and its daaaaaamn exciting! thinking that belle, lin and i will be in the same class this coming sem. then got 3 starbucks partners, can form starbucks clan. fiqa slow la, still dont know her class yet. if she gets into the same class confirm damn fun. cos got 4 starbucks partners!! LOLL.

okay talk too much. i've been saying that im gonna stop, but i still havent stop. irritating right?

then why you still read! HAHAHHAHA.

okay la. i need to leave house by 545 later i better try go get some sleep.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!