talk like you mean it, act like you mean it, smile like you mean it.

I uploaded City of Angels Original Soundtrack for Ashraf on mediafire and don't want it to go to waste. So I'm sharing the link to anyone who wants it.

Just follow the link here to get it. I highly recommend it cos the songs are all amazing.

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Yesterday's iftar was fun. I had a good talk with Yanti while we were stuck at the bus stop for an hour, had a good talk with Melly over buka. Had a good talk with Hakim while washing tumblers. And i love to talk, so.... i had fun. lol.

But it was surprisingly exciting though towards the end when we all rewang2 and helped to clean up. and i got to soak myself in oily water while washing all the tumblers and buffet trays. haha exaggerate too much. but fuuuuun!! then we played bunga api and then i got hari raya songs from Elias. then the guys started playing with water guns and things got out of control. hahaha.

thanks to kiki's dad for sending us home. it was really late and i think 154 service alrd ended.

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13th Sept - After Jurong Symphonic Band Mini Concert ended, we went to hang out at Yaqi's place aaaanddddddd....





HAHAHA NAFIFI F*** FACE LOLOL.



FOR WHO WE REALLY ARE HAHAHAHA.


MY AMAZING HEART SHAPED EARS ;P


Agi, I just want to let you know something. I've been wanting to tell it to you whenever I had the chance, but I too shy ah. Whatever that happened a month ago, it may seem really hard for you to let it go and like what you mentioned in your blog, it's probably impossible for you to trust us anymore. That line hurt me really deep, it felt like I got shot right through my.. heart. I'm sure the three of them felt that way too. But I do realise that it's our (well, mainly mine i guess) fault, so I'll just accept whatever you have to say. But whatever happens and even if someday you choose to turn your back on us, please remember that YOU are one of the people I treasure most and nothing will ever change that.

What I cannot bear is to still be really close to you like before, but knowing that the friendship we have now is no longer like what we had before. I think that's the most painful part.

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Now this has been a long long post. And... quite a difficult one to write hahaha.

Anyway I'll be meeting H3F and 6 Jahanams feat. Arina and Zai and Sathiya later to buka at Zam zam. I've been looking forward to this iftar for a very long time so yay!!! :D for old time's sake, let's all go out and have fun and talk talk laugh laugh like we always do. thanks atiqah for organising! (;

Tonight will be the forth day in a row i'll be breaking my fast outside. My mum.. well.. is not very happy ): but i'm glad she understands that she is (somehow) not allowed to stop me from going for today's iftar. sorry maaaaaaaaaaa~