baby, just breathe.

mood: satisfied
music: bon jovi - (you want to) make a memory

YAY! haha i just completed the shot list and i feel so proud of myself. cos i've never really done anything good AT ALL this sem. so finishing a shot list feels like... i've accomplished something out of this worthless human being inside me.

and i'm directing this time. yehay! i've never directed before and considering that this is my 2nd year in this course, i should at least direct something before graduating hahaha.

we had the IAP talk again this evening. although i know im already all out prepared to do a film, i somehow feel like i'm not willing to take the risk. but its a signed deal.. the moment i decide to get into this industry, i'm already taking a huge risk. so it sucks that somewhere inside me im still wavering.

sigh.

i went to meet my sensei today cos she's been emailing me non-stop. i've been skipping my japanese lessons 2 weeks consecutively and she probably thinks i dont care anymore. i took an impromptu quiz which i didnt study for and got a pile of worksheet from her. i am so screwed.

I MUST GO TO CLASS THIS FRIDAY.