i feel so useless so fucked up. so many reasons to be. no not many actually. i feel like shit. so many things to do i dont even know where to start. i feel like giving up.
whats the whole deal with fsv anyway. go to school, get lots of assignments to do. some, you enjoy, some you dread.
i saw the fee voucher thing bloody 1050 bucks. is it worthy of my dad's money, all these stuff i've been doing. i've been putting so much effort but have i really put that much thought into it at all.
one thing i know i'm dropdead fascinated by this whole stuff but will it die out 5 years from now or am i truly passionate about it.
lets just say i got lost this evening and i spent an hour walking along a straight pavement (visualise parc oasis to chinese garden to lakeside to my house) and i had so many thoughts running through my mind, felt like i had so much time to ponder on the smallest things involved in my life now.
it all comes down to one thing. am i doing the right thing or am i not.
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