i dont wanna do stupid recaps of the past year or anything but no shit i really believe i have gone through so much this year. so much shit to have woken up and smell the chicken crap as much as i have always smelt the flowers.

for the first time in my life i reached home at 3 this morning (countdown baby) and my mum wasnt awake. i was quite sad as much as i was relieved.

im meeting patty denise yaqi and nafifi later i know ill definitely have a good time. i miss you guys.

i need to get back on track. im quite a confused piece of wreck right now. whenever i follow my heart, i just stop thinking. when i think too much, i make the wrong decisions. wtf is wrong with me.

and happy new year guys.
(whats the big deal anyway)