suddenly it feels like there's so many things to do. nyehhh ): me hates assignments me hates the world me wanna destroy the world. screw you guys.
1) i feel so drained. school, dikir, school, dikir. well at least i get to meet my friends. and i get to give lotsa hugs. omg i love hugging people. if i hug you, means i appreciate having you around in my life. srsly, i dont just go around hugging anyone.
2) i am getting a little too addicted to the adiratna girls. i have so much fun every training i dont even feel the time pass. thanks eera, mel, amz and everyone else. and AMIII TAKE CAREEEE M'KAY? (:
3) i feel like im really dreading work.
WORKING IS AN OBLIGATION NOT A CHOICE *chants to self ten times*
4) i feel so messed up i dont know what i'm feeling anymore. i love being in school with friends. my friends make me forget about all my troubles and i get to be my crappy crazy self.
5) i have a planner which i only used for about 3 weeks and that i abandoned. i'm so terrible at planning out my time. wahh so many assignments cb.
6) I AM GOING FOR JASON MRAZ'S CONCERT HELLLLLL YEAHHHHH TEEHHEEEEEEEEE!
7) (cliche quotes alert) i no longer believe in best friends. but i've learnt to believe in a bunch of people sent by God to make my life better than it already is. and i dont think this bunch of people deserves to be ranked BEST, CLOSE, GOOD AND ALL THE CRAP YOU DO IN SEC SCHOOL. i love everyone that makes my world go round. seriously. omg i feel like such a loving person right now.
8) I AM VERY SURE THAT THE MAIN REASON I FEEL SO MESSED UP RIGHT NOW IS BECAUSE OF SCHOOL. PRETTY SURE ABOUT THAT.
9) i'm sorry i snapped at you ystd. i feel like an ass the whole day for shoving you away when you were actually being there for me. i really appreciate having you around. and i just feel its too much of a coincidence that everytime something terrible happens to me, you come and talk to me. i mean you dont even know whats happening in my life.. and you come start a conversation with me at a very random timing and i mean... WHAT ARE THE ODDS. pls dont merajuk and not confide in me anymore because i'll still be here for you any time any day, really. and i most deinitely need your concern and your advise (on life) any time, any day.
OMG I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. IT MUST BE NUMBER 9 THATS BEEN BOTHERING ME.
okay whatever eeeeeee mushy post. happy-fatty doesnt do emo posts nyehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh okay bye guys.
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