this is pretty fucked up. my sunburn only got worse ):

my dad came into the room a few minutes ago telling me he was still hoping i'd be in another course. he was talking about what fucking potential and what fucking risk im taking i dont even know i was just stoning pretending i was listening (or so i wish) but arghhh. fuck all these pep talks la i'm already in fucking year 3 you cant still fucking wish i'm taking up fucking accountancy.

i shall not let obstacles like these get in the way.

and he told me to quit working and focus on school. i told him i'll be able to juggle. as much as i wanna take mini-breaks from work at some point, i'm sure noel will get all anal (no, not literally) about it and tell me its not fair and this cannot happen and stuff.

i dont want to start worrying about things i never once worried about. i'm turning 19 this year.

okay i just needed to rant. and wah fuck im missing lessons again tmr because i'll have to perform for the cca thingy this is so fucking stupid.