i am still pretty exhausted from the 4D3N stay in school the past weekend and i have Dare to Lust to shoot this weekend so i'll be away from home again tmr till sunday ngeh ):

i miss happy happy healthy healthy yanboy. he was so weak and helpless. today i sat by him for 5 hours while he slept; occasionally waking up to say a few words or pat my head or touch my hand. i've never felt so useless before.

i wish i had healing powers ):

i hope my shoot this weekend goes well. i want this to be a memorable shoot where i actually do have complete control of the entire sound design in the film.