i'm so fucking annoyed because my desktop is so fucking messy i haven't had the time, energy and patience to organize shit up. everytime i see my desktop i get all messed up in my brain i DO NOT have OCD but i certainly do not like messy desktops.

i'm feeling all pissy right now. i just finished my studio visit report which is supposed to be due on friday. pretty proud of myself honestly. dont know what i'm pissy about. maybe my period's coming. eh wait. still too early la.

OMFG YANNN OUR 5TH MONTH THIS FRIDAY HAHAHAHAHHA

i miss yan so much i could fucking cry. school sucked life out of me. i havent seen him for a week. the only thing that keeps me sane is didi zidd salleh atq dick and the rest of the people that i meet at NLE room everyday. while i struggle to finish my work everyday till 9. and then get chased out by the TSOs.

zidd, adrian and i are planning a road trip before the fasting month (note: in two weeks' time) a 4D3N thing to go malaysia and eventually phuket maybe. i dont know if my overly over-protective parents would allow me to go i didnt wanna get my hopes up too much. it would be so damn fun if i could go. i need some form of real escapism for god's sake ):

but i'd probably miss yan too much. i dont wanna sound like a frail little bitch all caught up in a world of yan but honestly. you cannot imagine how little we've been communicating these days it's ridiculous. i have been going to school early in the morning and i leave school only at 930-ish at night and sleep at 3-4 every night i feel so distant from the world.

two. more. weeks.

or so.

YAY.