i've decided to pick the first, out of the two choices lin gave me. i am the strongest person i know, really. i just don't know it yet! (:

weeeee i'm just so glad the shoot went pretty smoothly today. we were on schedule and everything felt right somehow. today's a good day, and now that we're done with the test shoot we can focus on the finalized script and pre-pro for ZE REAL THANG.

(although let's just say i really need to see the footage after telecine to feel all good abt it hahaha)

thanks again for those who came to help out. Lin you make an amazing A.D and the guys were just being their usual awesome selves. AND OMGGGG MIRANDA'S SO FUCKING ADORABLE SHE'S THE CUTEST THING I'VE SEEN IN A LONG LONG TIMEEEE. AND SHE TALKS LIKE SUCH A SUNSHINE BRIGHT RAINBOWS AND BUTTERLIES GIRL AND ARGHHHH AND OH GOD KEAGAN KANG HAHAHAHA LETS NOT START.

i dont know how i made any sense. so sleepy now.

i love my wacky and spontaneous self. i need to find myself again. i went to meet nikki yesterday and at 10-ish i didnt feel like going home and so did she and so we suddenly decided to hang out at the beach. and so we did go to sentosa and lie down on palawan beach and talk about our fucked lives till 4AM. early in the morning walk out of sentosa fucking far nbcb walk from sentosa to vivo the bridge macam can die sia fuck. then i took the first 30 home took a quick shower and 30 minutes later off to go on a shoot.

that's how i wanna live my life. not lie on my bed after midnight and feel fucking sorry for myself.

i think that really was so much more rejuvenating than what an 8-hour's good night sleep can do to me.

YAY TOMORROW GO OUT MEET FRIENDS THEN SHEESHAAAAAAA HAVENT SHEESHA-ED IN SO LONGGGG :D