even though our glory days are over.

Mood: tiredddd
Music: Take That - I'd wait for life

Ahh this song is so good. I have it on repeat all the time now on my ipod. Guess i'm gonna change my blog midi later to this song hehehe. Everyone must listen to it cos it's really good.

Anyway number one, Arif's back!! But he'll be booking in back on Sunday. Pfft. And I got back abt 40 mins ago, i bathed and all and couldnt get a chance to talk to him. and now he's asleep -.- And the saddest part is, the first words he said to me today was "Look at your stuffs all cluttered and messy. Kalau setahun tak balik agaknye bilik ni trus dah tak nampak lampu." Or something along those lines. Which is... extremely sad DD:

And first Spanish class today was kinda fun. Antonio is awesome. Hahahaha. And it seems like a fun language to learn so.. yay to 6 consecutive fridays of 8am lessons =/ Now I shall try to understand what Enrique Iglesias is singing hohoho. okay that's stupid, lol.

and yay i went back to jss today to visit the band. or in my own selfish terms, it'd be seeking for a trombone to play. well its been awhileeee! it was crazy fun. this year's speech day is exceptionally late, instead of the usual 22nd or 23rd april. so they were rehearsing for the parade marches. in other words, YAY OUTDOORRR HOHOHO.

many of the sec 4s and 5s who've stepped down came back and it was crazy fun. i ran off a lot to the back of the parade square and fooled around with the rest of the juniors not involved in parade. we played pepsi cola and ahmad 'scraped' my toenail off and now owwwwww pain pain pain. my left toenail is terribly chipped. PAINNN.

but it was damn funny how everyone panicked and the world place seemed so chaotic when my toe started to bleed and called the red cross medics. HAHAHAHAHA IT HURTS SO BAD BLOODY HELL. Oh wait let me take a picture and gross you people out.



Seeeeee. Ehh it doesnt look that bad here but pain you know. lol. and it looks pretty gross.


And while we're at it, yay hayaya and hairyfaced-joevin. HAHAHAHA :P

WHAT'S WRITTEN AHEAD IS COMPLETELY SERIOUS AND DEEP SO PLS BE WARNED.

aaaaand. ahh on a completely different note. i really wanna do something for the band. it sucks how everytime i come back to visit the band i feel excited and all, but EVERYTIME i leave, i get into very deep thoughts. Thinking what is it that i can do to improve the state of the band. wtf how can a band have only 2 trombonists. WHAT HOW CAN NOBODY PLAY BASS PARTS?! AND AHHH WHY ARGHH IDK I GET TERRIBLY UPSET AT THE THOUGHT OF IT. All that we've tried to build up together as a batch has now come to such a state. (No offense to anyone.)

I dont know if i should feel happy, but having Mdm Lee said that the best committee she has seen so far was the committee when our batch was taking charge two-three yrs ago, it was flattering. At least it shows that all our effort did not go to waste. And that woman is normally not generous with her compliments. So i guess i really appreciated that.

And ahhh somehow someway i've told Syazana and Stepen to come back for sectionals on tuesday. It's not like i'm regretting it but BUT BUT I CANT EVEN GET MY PITCHES RIGHT ANYMORE. And I forgot what position is the high C and when it has come to that stage, it's actually quite serious. pfft.

Screw it. i need to learn to let go of past commitments arghhh.